hey..at mc nw..
November 18th, 2006 by fadz-ilawell..im at Changi Airport Mc Donald now..haha..chilling out with my cousins..went to the motor road show just nw at Suntec..took pictures with my dream cars,haha..hmm..will continue to update…
life!..”O’’s!!
November 17th, 2006 by fadz-ilawow!it has been 1 month a two days since I’ve updated my blog..wow!..haha..well, did my "O"s and let’s just hope that my results will be what I expect it to be..haha..If God’s willing..It’s kind of the end of my "O" exams but wait there’s left one more paper which is Comb Sci. MCQ this cming Mon(an hour paper)..It’s important too..Days has passed so quickly that I couldnt believe it..The preparations for "O’’s has been tremendously tiring and fun at the same time..Fun is made possible when you have such great and unbelievable crazy friends..Thank you so much guys for being around this crazy little, shorty friend of yours..I’ve spent almost 5yrs in CHUA CHU KANG SECONDARY SCHOOL..wow!..it’s where my friends and I spent all those times going ra ra over things, performing, becoming emcees and it has been such a commendable experience man..During the 5 yrs, I’ve seen how my girl friends morphed into beautiful, gorgeous butterflies(nt literally)..Into mature and some that are already attached..good luck!..hehe..Just hope that the memories we spent in the school would be cherished..My guy friends are different as well, some has become more mature while some is still progressing..haha..The teachers there have been great too!!I’m gg to say a few words about the tc who taught us in Sec 5s..
Ms Chow- rock on babe!Chemistry tc..you are the greatest chemistry tc i’ve ever had..She’ll make sure tt u’ll succeed..She’s someone who treasures any relationships and love you..She’s been with us for 3 yrs!!
Ms Chua-hey form tc..She’s been a great support to the class of 5/1.. would keep us going and make sure tt no one is left behind..Never teach me bfore nonetheless a splendid individual..RED BULL!
Mdm Fazillah- MT tc..tnx for believing me esp during the sajak(mly poetry)..She makes good brownie..nice..
Mr Tan WL- well well well, Geo. tc..*cough* SHI TING *cough* haha..Actually my friends and I kept teasing him about stuffs but actually he’s a GOOD TEACHER..I mean his teaching is good that understanding it would be inevitable..I cnt deny tt we do forget what he teaches but it’s not his fault..haha..He’s usu serious but when he’s not(when he smiles), oh man, it looks funny(sry)..haha..so I’ll prefer his serious-ness..
Mr Tan LH–hmmm, physics tc.. *cough* HID! *cough* hehe..he usu gives kind of lame jokes in class..he’s quite a temperamental guy..this is another tc with the surname of Tan which also a GOOD TEACHER..his teaching ensures us to REMEMBER IT!!..Oh yar, he loves..STICKERS??haha..
Ms Tan-emaths tc..She may be mistaken for being naggy when she keeps insisting on whether u understand but she’s like a Mom who kept telling us to PERSEVERE..haha..my fav word..
Ms Wong- maths tc also(band-ed)..like her!..well, whenever we didnt do well, she’ll keeps motivating us(nt tt other tcs dont)..
Mdm Hayati- eng tc..before she was my Eng tc, she was one of my teacher-in-charge for choir..She’s like a friend and a teacher at the same time..oh man, i cldnt think of anymore vocab to describe positive things..haha..to summarise, she’s great..hehe
Mrs Ng- amaths tc..wow!…she’s cute and she’s another tc who is worth to praise..SALUTE..well, amaths has been a tough sailing for our class, she stayed back for us..wow!..Thank you..btw, guys(esp F****N) stop asking her daughter no…haha..her no. is 99919995..
Let me see..who else??hmmm…oh yar, Mr Melvin Kong..
Mr Kong- P.E tc..well, he can be sarcastic, funny and serious at the same time..haha..imagining his face right now tickles me..haha!!..*cough*..He’s an individual that will make you succeed in anything!..(positive things la..)………………….
well that’s all bout them…
Oh yar, I must get on with life..People comes and people goes..well, I guess it’s hard to let go off things which you hold on dear for so long……….(",)……………My girl friends..THE S-TEAM…
Nadiah- believe in your strong points..(nt tt u’re nt nw)You’re a unique girl..We have a lot in common aite..Luck in becoming a POLICEWOMAN!!..
Hidayah- I tend to be protective over you..hope you’ll understand tt it’s done with good intentions…dnt worry about me and enjoy yourself with anyone(with limits,k)haha..btw, promises…..hmmm..let’s change that strong word to sth nt that serious such as..(i dnt knw)..We’ll go to Zoo..haha..
Nara- shake that booty man..belly dance for life!..
Maisarah- You the most transformed girl among the rest..for the better!..wish you and him all the best..miss those days where we spent times at shopping mall..oh yar-TABLE TENNIS!!haha..let’s hv a game or two,k?..
Sharida- hey there tusshies!haha..this girl loves shopping!..blessings to you and him too..will miss the days where we always has this childish voices that will irritates the rest of the group..
Hey girls, I think someone still owes us MILKSHAKE!!haaha!…
"Man proposes but only God disposes!"
-lavender-
Youth challenge experience…
October 14th, 2006 by fadz-ilawow..it’s been long since I’ve visited my blog and to pen things down..Been busy lately..My "O"s is in about three weeks time..haiz..PERSEVERE..Giving my best shot..Thank God, I’ve seen improvements in my own papers..Hope I’ll keep it up and strive to do the best!!!..Oh yeah, the teachers had been and still are a great help to me and others too,I believe..Keeping myself healthy so that it will minimize the probability of me falling sick..If God’s willing…Of course to my good,great, crazy friends out there, GOOD LUCK and take good care of your health..I’m grateful to those who gave me encouraging words especially my parents..(",)…ROCK ON!
OK..yesterday, I participated the Youth-In-Charge Challenge(YIC)..The programmes listed was great and fantastic..I went to Al-Iman even though I shld be at Al-Khair,hehe..Hidayah went too..The reason on to why I was interested was that I wanted to be exposed on the things that is oblivious to me initially..We opted to go to Jamiyah Home at Tamp…There were scavenger hunt, tilawah, iftah etc..Everything was good except for a few disorganised things that occurs..Im pleased with some of the facs however, I felt that there could be improvements made..Such as having contingencies plan and good co-operation..Cheh,whatever seh zila..Well, I feel like joinig the belia grp..See first..Made new friends..Sweeeet…At the home, met this amazing Jenny(67 yrs old)..I tried not to get my feelings too involved..Was disappointed that when Hid and me wanted to help her, someone actually told us to go to the briefing FAST..haiz..Guess it’s because of the position the person holds??..that’s why we are deprived of having our own initiative..Im not trying to highlight of our goody2 stuff, it’s just that I’m appalled with the person treatment as a leader…But no matter what, it has been a great experience, I may say….Hid and me didnt get to go to the Night of Power..Went back with her and had such a wonderful talk and reflecting ourselves..haha..
Klah gtg……….chows
"Be not afraid of bravery, for it would be a strength in a way"
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haloooo…..
September 3rd, 2006 by fadz-ilahalooo!!!..it’s been long since i penning things down again..well, been bz lately with school work and stuffs..what to do..it’s O levels..haha..must persevere and give my best as it’s in the final lapse already..
well, this year Teacher’s Day is a boring day..the X country was cancelled due to the weather..the concert was not bad..didnt perform this year..it’s boring as every year, my friends and I would spent time together gg crazy and go to diff pri sch..bt this year it’s just nt the same anymore..everyone is bz with their other commitments and I dont blame them..just have to get used to it..haha..just feeling lost without their presence..cant imagine if we graduated………..WATEVA..life goes on..haaha
my family kept me moving..believing in my dreams..well, had a few meeting with some nice ppl and knowing ppl..met with Shah,Sufian, Hyrul n Taufik..nice lads all of them..most met at family gatherings..it’s bcz my cuzin(ashmi) brought them..wateva la..who cares?..haha..well,knwing a new friend..nice person with great advices and could handle my crazin ess..haha..
well..hope cn find time to write more..oh yar, i came up with one song already..for my one,haha..it’s called "the OLD YOU"..nad, i noe you like the lyrics as you could connect with it or maybe it’s because I composed it??haha..jkjk..Just wish Mayuni would make music out of my other lyrics..haha..dream on..(",)
chowz..
"Friendship is a gem of affectionate"
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fadz89 …. mr charles has finally left….
July 31st, 2006 by fadz-ilawell..31st July..is my good friend Sharida’s birthday..Happy Birthday gal!!!..Sry tt I couldnt give you your present today..But no matter what I wish you all the best…be sweet always..
Also, Mr Charles has officially left the school..so sad….The SB YECs core members gave him a card and chip in money for the chocolate fudge cake in which hidayah and me baked..hehe..hopefully it’s edible..haha..actually, we baked one big one for him last friday but we were a little late as we had geog test and HE LEFT!!haha..n guess wad??..Maisarah, Ayie, me, Nadiah, Nara, Hidayah had to ate it..haha..along with our sch mates- Nizam, Farah and Ira..haha..hope u guys liked it…bcoz he left we baked him another one but this time it was thicker and smaller..hehe..watever la..I gave him a book and my nice lil brother went and doodled on the sides a little with his so-called signature(he’s 5)..sry, mr charles..it’s the thought tt counts right…oh yar, not forgetting a CD we gave him too which is a short video clip on our speeches..hehe..enjoy!!..well..he said he was touched and want to cry..haah..as if..btw..Mr charles, you’ve been a great mentor and as an individual as well..Sorry if we(SB YECs) had any misunderstanding or we’ve been rude to u during any of our projects..GOOD LUCK in the " CHARLES FOUNDATION"..haha..I’ll be the CEO..haha..
that’s all…
" Thank you means a lot
Cuz it’s for you
To show that we appreciated
The things you’ve done for us
Opportunities that you created
You gave us support
Believe in us
Became our great mentor
Guiding us through the way
Now, all we can say is..
THANK YOU!!!"
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where is it?!!
July 25th, 2006 by fadz-ilaTimes have passed since I wrote my own lyrics
I had just made it into a song
But now it’s gone
Missing..
Stolen..
Eaten…
Flushed down…
aaaarrgghh…where is it?!
I could just blame myself for not making another copy!!!!!!!
Some will think that I’m crazy to get so over-reactive about losing it..
But I wrote it!!
I could still remember the last time I saw it..
It was 19/07/06 after 11am…
It not just any two pieces of paper…
It meant a lot to me..
So please please..
Anyone who took it..
Found it..
Copied it..
OR whatever..
Just return it to me..
No grudges..
You may just want to leave it in my classroom 5/1…
There are 4 songs altogether…
Call me @ 90***19*(only those who knows it,hehe)…THanks..
" Far too many times, we ignore those close to us until we found out that they gone…"
-fadz89-
sorrow behind my smiles…
July 21st, 2006 by fadz-ilahaiz..im really disappointed..a gd friend of mine is spouting nonsense of me to a GUY who was a friend of mine..What really pisses me off is the fact that why must she involve me if she wanted to know a guy??!!I tried explaining it to her but she does don’t get it..She’ll just laugh..Her msgs are usu hurting but i try to think that maybe she don’t mean it but when i told her politely that im not comfortable with her way, she’ll just treat this as a joke..She has been a friend of mine nearly 10 yrs…As soon as I try to let bygones be bygones, she’ll start all over again…haiz..what im not satisfy is that she will keep ordering me to do things without saying PLEASE or THANK YOU!!..well, i told her that ,and you should know what she reacted, she just laughed…Well, I couldnt’ possibly just talk with no action cuz if that happens then im not fadzila…I’ll try my best to make her understand today…not only that..i’ve lost my composed songs…aaarrrggghhh!!!!!!!!(7pm)
(11pm)I talked to her..well,told her every thing and hopes she’ll understand..She said one thing which i really disagree..She regretted knowing the guy and said that she’s doing that as a sacrifice and to save him from me..haha..bullshit..i said that to her in a different word with the same meaning..haaahha..i told her also that i was not the one behind the msgs between that wadeva casanova guy…haha..Now, i settled almost everything..so im fine..actually im usu always fine..hahahaaa..nonsensical…oh yar, i met my close childhood nursery friend, Hafiz at my religious class..N he didn’t recognize me!!haha..the first person whom could not recognize me and he’s my good friend…haiz..
"What goes around, comes around..KARMA"
racial harmony…bez regards to mr CHARLES…
July 21st, 2006 by fadz-ilawell..today was Racial Harmony Day but first of all my condolences to Mr Lim who passed away………..
I wore red cheongsam today…and also matching shoes..it’s cute..haha..Mr charles also wore red(baju kurung) but then changed it out..haiz..hehe..lolx..helped out in the Malay room decorations..had belly dancing session as a Cultural Arts Festival..it was a great fun and there was a crowd..haha…took pictures…intended to take pix with the teachers but only managed to take with Mr chow..she looked great..esp wanted to tk with Mr Charles since he’s leaving next week..Oh yar, although sometimes we may hv disagreements and unhapiness with him, he’s a very good teacher and as a individual..(some of the SB YECs will know this)haha..He creates a lot of opportunity for us and I would like to thank him for that..We would like to wish him all the best in his future endeavours..Hope that he’ll succeed and wish him GOOD health…
"Memories are sweet, please do cherish it"
-fadz89-
…it’s NOTHING..hehehe
June 9th, 2006 by fadz-ila…Life goes on..heehee..Nothing’s wrong HID..or anyone..It’s just a reminder to those who try to waste their time to make me fall for them..haha..Btw, thanks for the luck on my "CURRENT" relationship?? You mean with you guys huh??hehehe…
FRIENDS..please treat me like you did before..If I know this would happen, I would just keep my mouth shut..hehe…whatever…
I’m so bogged down with works that I feel so BORED..haha..Does it connects?..hehe…
IM BORED, BORED, BORED!!!…I feel like cooking but not eating…haha..Maybe I’ll cook or bake??hmmm…i’ll check my kitchen…haha…so who wants to eat my food, tell me…haha…i’m crazy…actually im serious on cooking coz it’s one the things that makes me unwind..hehe..guess that is my obvious FEMININE side…hahaha…
hola to everyone…LOVE you humans!!!hehehe…
To all who are down with problems, be it love, financial or work…Relax your mind, do things that you like(with limits,pls)..
WORK:
Talk to your good companion(s)…Live life to the fullest..Pen down your thoughts..Clarify with the ones you are having problems with..If not, hint them..Try to see the brighter side of what you are doing…Take things one at a time…
FINANCIAL:
Write out your budget..Now that there is the GSS…haha..i know 95% of my friends love shopping so keep track of what you spent guys…haha…Spent on the NEEDS and treat the WANTS as a bonus…Those who got spare money..Donate to charity or treat your family and friends..You’ll feel different..
LOVE:
hehehehehe…Firstly, try to ask yourself if it’s LOVE or INFACTUATION??(",)…Voice out your views to the other party..LISTEN and clarify any doubts..TRUST(it’s hard, i know)…Spend time together like watching movies or cook together etc…RESPECT one another…Those who feel neglected, please look around, i’ll believe that there is at least someone who really cares and loves you…Those who are in love and are heads over heels over someone- well..good luck and cherish whatever you have and don’t be over-possesive..haha..Btw..LOVE needs "two to tango"…hehe..
PEACE OUT..
-chowz-
" Loving someone is nice, being loved is great but when it both, it’s WOW."
-lavender89-
……whatever!!
June 8th, 2006 by fadz-ila………HEY…Well, life as a cousellor can be tough at times..haha..but i love it..none of my friends know about this..hehe…
Im pissed off…aaarrggghh…made a mark and left??..haha..people…while im writing this blog entry, im listening to my favourite song, I HAVE NOTHING..haiz..how can it be a coincidence..haha..whatever..
In life, trust is the most IMPORTANT..it’s not the only thing actually…btw, Im getting used to revising for my "O"s… :)…
My lovely peeps out there, if you need anything just call me,k??..You guys meant everything to me(right after GOD and families)…I cherish any friendships..I hope that none of you guys feel neglected by me…Nothing going to change this fact..(if God’s willing)…Btw, if anyone try to change what I feel is right, then he/she doesn’t suit me…You guys should know that…Thanks…haiz…
Anyone who tried to fool me or make me fall for your stupid damn trap..Or anyone who got payed to do that..Please, im begging you..Buzz off and GET LOST OF MY LIFE…i’ll forgive and try to forget…Sorry for the "nice" words…
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wooooooo…im fine now…hahahhahaha…whatver…lalalalalala…im no longer suppressing anything..heheh..klah gtg..
-chowz-
"A true friend is someone who sees through you and still enjoys the view"
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